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I went to school today. At the start, with good mood. But when I was on the train, the smell starts to come out. And people started to comment. Comments like 'what's that smell' etc, I know I had heard these kind of comments for a few months now, but I never got used to it. What makes it worst is that the class I ended up in, totally sux. Or I should say it cause of my smell. They were commenting about smelly stench the moment the lesson started.
And I know that they knew it was me who was letting out the stench. Its not my fault! I want to smell nice too. The moment the lesson ended, I left. Even though there's still a lesson at 3pm. But I seriously cannot take it anymore. I took a train back, facing the same comments and glares again. I really hate my life now.
When I reach my neighborhood, I sat at the park pondering for like 1 hr. I went to a local clinic for consultation. She gave me some anti-fungals, I am hoping to clear the problem bit by bit.
I hate how I attract the attention of other people, by the stench. I am also starting my candida diet today.
Day 1
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Breakfast: bread( the last bit of carbo before the diet.)
Lemon water
Lunch: Just plain water, wasn't in the mood to eat anything now.
Dinner: later, I will find some vegs in the fridge, boil them and get some dietary fibre. Not to forget to take the antifungals.
I really don't know what else I can do now. I am really not sure if I can stand another day like this anymore. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. really.
But I know that going to school is very important for my future. NO Sch=NO Future. Not too sure what to do. I seriously need some motivation to go to school.
In my heart, I always hope people would be more considerate.
I am also using the Beatleakygas.com as a reference as to what I must do to smell good again. For the author, it took 6 whole months to get it back. I think killing yeast is a reaction that will takes place slowly. Not to forget the fact that candida diet must be upheld for the whole time. In his blog, I realise that the candida die-off will begins at day 3 of the diet, of course, with anti-fungal taken too.
I am also checking right now what other supplement he took and see if I could get them locally.
Supplement he took/do:
-liquid form parasite cleanse
-milk thistle and flaxseed oil
-grapeseed extract
-Pau d arco(kill candida)
-colon hydrotherapy
AND I seriously need to do more exercise. So basically, Exercise+antifungal+supplement=smell good.
Can't wait to try out. I am go make some salad as my dinner now.
Jigsaw
signing off
Not looking forward to tomorrow.
And I know that they knew it was me who was letting out the stench. Its not my fault! I want to smell nice too. The moment the lesson ended, I left. Even though there's still a lesson at 3pm. But I seriously cannot take it anymore. I took a train back, facing the same comments and glares again. I really hate my life now.
When I reach my neighborhood, I sat at the park pondering for like 1 hr. I went to a local clinic for consultation. She gave me some anti-fungals, I am hoping to clear the problem bit by bit.
I hate how I attract the attention of other people, by the stench. I am also starting my candida diet today.
Day 1
-------
Breakfast: bread( the last bit of carbo before the diet.)
Lemon water
Lunch: Just plain water, wasn't in the mood to eat anything now.
Dinner: later, I will find some vegs in the fridge, boil them and get some dietary fibre. Not to forget to take the antifungals.
I really don't know what else I can do now. I am really not sure if I can stand another day like this anymore. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. really.
But I know that going to school is very important for my future. NO Sch=NO Future. Not too sure what to do. I seriously need some motivation to go to school.
In my heart, I always hope people would be more considerate.
I am also using the Beatleakygas.com as a reference as to what I must do to smell good again. For the author, it took 6 whole months to get it back. I think killing yeast is a reaction that will takes place slowly. Not to forget the fact that candida diet must be upheld for the whole time. In his blog, I realise that the candida die-off will begins at day 3 of the diet, of course, with anti-fungal taken too.
I am also checking right now what other supplement he took and see if I could get them locally.
Supplement he took/do:
-liquid form parasite cleanse
-milk thistle and flaxseed oil
-grapeseed extract
-Pau d arco(kill candida)
-colon hydrotherapy
AND I seriously need to do more exercise. So basically, Exercise+antifungal+supplement=smell good.
Can't wait to try out. I am go make some salad as my dinner now.
Jigsaw
signing off
Not looking forward to tomorrow.
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