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I am not sure why, I am feeling extremely thirsty this few days. My lips are cracked and I feel extremely dry. I have been drinking for than 2L of water. I still smell like feces. And to think that when I was having a walk in the park, I heard some of the people there commenting that I smell like ######, and whether I bathe before coming.

I am really sick of all this things, why do I get it?

I am getting sadder as the days goes by. I used to be a cheerful person, but I guess it would never come back again. I am sick of me, I am sick of everyone. Life isn't as interesting anymore.

I am having a appointment with a doctor next week, Wednesday. He had suggested going for a CT scan, to look at the cross-sectioned of my abdominal region. because he said that there's a chance that the smell is due to some anatomical problem.

No idea, what else to do?

Anyways, my teacher called my home today, asking me why I didn't turn up in school. I just replied that I was sick. I really don't give a damn about school anymore, going out is like a stab to my heart. people moved away from me, covering their nose with their hands, nasty comments. sometimes, I really feel like I don't belong to this world anymore.

I am all alone now, no one to turn to. Family, they never understand what I am going through now. Friends, avoid me for fear of others commenting on them for having a smelly friend. I am all alone.

How I wished this is just a nightmare, I am still waiting to be awaken. The world simply sucks.