Sun, 14 Feb 2010 06:02:50 -0600 ibsbb@ibsgroup.org (IBS Self Help and Support Group Forums - IBSgroup.org) IP.Blog 60 Wed, 10 Feb 2010 04:34:16 -0600 It would be nice to go out with your friends and not worry about your consumption- fizzy drinks, pizza y'know. We all went to see a film the other day- but the stress I was feeling affected my enjoyment- transport was horrible- nightime -had no idea where i was- then worried about the stress and ibs- nightmare- never again. By the way I told my best friends about the ibs, they were totally cool with it- they said they hadn't noticed- but i'm not sure if they said that to make me feel better. Right now we are applying for uni all I ever wanted to do was become a journalist, now I don't know if that goal will ever be reached. I could write pieces from home but I have to do the course first- the enviroment is stressful at uni- it is said in all the descriptions-newsroom pressureetc . I am thinking of taking a gap year getting some counselling and behavioural therapy and if that works out- I could find a job and save some money for that holiday I so need and want- never been on one, also put some cash aside for uni. It is so frustrating when you know what you want to do but you are handicapped by your own self- others you can fight against but not yourself. I am trying my best, but trying is stressful and makes me more anxious and panicky- the harder I try the more it hurts. I hate taking tablets- at certain times- waiting to eat when you are hungry- "no eat with out me" or "leave me some- i'll eat later" my common phrases to friends and family everyday.
Glad this here don't know what i'd do- it is so hard to talk to other- it is good to get it off my chest.
*Sighs sadly and longingly*]]> Mon, 25 Jan 2010 04:46:57 -0600 Wed, 09 Dec 2009 10:34:28 -0600 Fri, 21 Aug 2009 20:20:19 -0500 Thu, 20 Aug 2009 20:27:21 -0500