Am feeling SO frustrated. My history is having suffered IBS since around the age of 12/13, used to suffer problems nearly every single day until food intolerances/other triggers were found. Following a gastro bug at the age of 15 I had to have 2 months off school with terrible IBS symptoms until they finally gradually lessened. Since then I've had the odd bad patch but nothing major- infact I was pretty much symptom free/eating nearly what I liked until about June this year when I started having the odd bad problems here and there. My main symptom is extremely bad adominal pain which makes me unable to do basically anything. Also pretty frequent BMs, and slight relief after doing so, I'm very lucky in that I don't suffer incontinence but I'd rather suffer that than this awful pain.I also have IC, and a couple of weeks ago I had a UTI which I had to take antibiotics for. Nitrufurontoin specifically. It's been like the straw that broke the camels back and I've had dreadful pain at some point during the day ever since. I was taking Lamberts Acidiphilous and it's been around since I ran out of this that I've suffered with the pain so I'm hoping that is what was keeping me stable. I have had a bf for the past nearly 5 years now and he's not been around in my life when I've had terrible problems, he's very accepting of it and me having the odd problem but for the past few weeks he's getting sick of it. I tried to finish with him on sat as I love him SO much and feel like a massive let down but he was having none of it. I'm so scared this has come back in control of my life. He wants to travel etc and I can barely leave the house at the moment.I just wish I was dead...I'm completely good for nothing and no one. I just need advice from anyone- have any medications worked for you- if so which ones? Buscopan has stopped working for me, as has the Colpermin/Peppermint oil capsules. When I've been to the doctors before I've just been suggested to have fibre- which makes me 1000x worse!Do people think it's the ABs that have set off this bad flare?Thankyou so much to anyone who replies.