This week has just been a nightmare. My IBS has been on an all time up, I'm worrying because i have to go to the hospital next monday about a nut allergy and i don't know what they're going to say or do to me, I just had a massive argument with my best friend and last night I had to make the horrible decision of having my pet cat put down. I cried myself to sleep last night and had a headache. I dreamt about her in the night and I feel so guilty because i walked out when they were putting her down, she was confused about what was happening and was stressed and I decided i sefishly couldn't be there for her. I woke up this morning feeling ok and then i remembered that she'd been put down and out came the water works again. My mum let me stay home from school today and i've been on my own crying. Then suddenly i did something really drastic. I cut my wrist. I feel so stupid that i did such a thing and it really hurt. I really didn't think i was this bad until i did something this stupid. I'm now scared that i'm going to get worse. I'm vowing to never do it again but i never thought i'd get so desperate to start in the first place.I'm so mixed up and i just can't get away from all of my problems. My mum is unaware of how i feel but i don't want to drag her in. I finnaly shared my problems with my best mate but now i've fallen out with her i've got no one.What do i do?