I am just at a point of "I don't know what to call it."Every time I go to the restroom to have a BM I think, "This is going to be bad." It's because so many times my colon or something spasms and it's an all morning or afternoon event. I am left weak and drained, not to mention nervous as a long-tailed cat in a room full of rockers because our restroom at work has 5 stalls. Women coming in and out, probably knowing it's me in there stinking up the place or trying not to whimper in pain.How do you deal with bathroom anxiety? I guess in relation to when you are having an attack.Thanks for any help.