I was just venting and its so nice to vent in a place where everyone understands. Fortunately for me, my husband is my best support. He understands fully what I am going through and sympathizes with my sometime difficulties. My friend is usually very understanding on most things...but because she is such a health nut, just cannot comprehend what I am going though. Its time I sat her down and explained as my dear mother-in-law suggested. Thanks for the support.