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·Hi to everyone out there. This is my first post. And I just feel like I need to vent some frustrations if that's ok.I've had minor stomach problems growing up my whole life. I am 30 years old now...and have been struggling the last almost 5 months now with problems that caused to me to finally go see a doctor. I was having horrible gas, and abdominal cramps, and constipation. I was referred to a GE who says it looks like I have IBS....that was a month ago now, and I was set up to get a colonoscopy (which is coming up next week). I have had an abdominal ultrasound and and MRI already which ruled out anything else too serious.In the meantime. Its gotten to the point now where I've stopped eating almost everything used to eat...and am on a very minimal/bland diet. I was trying to figure out if certain foods were upsetting me...but now, I'm not even sure when I'm hungry anymore. I've been really depressed lately. because of all this..and was almost thinking my pains were phantom and all in my head. Mostly, I'm constipated, and feel almost chronically bloated and full, but I also know i'm hungry...and the depression is making me not want to eat...so everything I do eat is because I'm forcing myself to. I feel I may be slightly malnourished now because of this! Does anyone else have problems with depression and food like this. And have I caused an irrational fear of food now?!? When this all started my emotions were in check, I was just angry when I would keel over from gas, bloating, etc. Now, I think 90% of my problem is emotional, which isn't helping matters at all. Anyone else feel like this?