I finished the tapes fairly recently, and since then some nights I've been listening to something, sometimes not... not sure if there is a recommended course to follow?The other bad thing is that I am having HORRIBLE D. Last night the pain and symptoms started. I think Easter dinner (not made by me!!) had something to do with it. Or I suppose it could be a coincidence, and I have a bug. I've been either fighting the same cold for about two weeks, and feeling better then feeling worse again, or I've managed to contract another while my immunity was still down. So who knows what has my gut in an uproar like this.Today has been horrible... I had errands to run today, and couldn't get them done because I felt so bad... every time I eat, I feel sick to my stomach, and D follows, and when I don't eat, I feel sick from not eating.... tonight I had SUCH a BAD episode after dinner, my blood sugar fell again, and I knew I needed to eat, but was so sick of the burning, liquid D and pain. And the urgency is so bad I nearly had an accident despite being near the bathroom, because I didn't realize it was coming beforehand.<whine> <whine>Now I'm wondering if I should go to work tomorrow morning. The urgency I've been experiencing scares me...not good with a commute! Not to mention feeling icky. But I also hate to miss work. This is only my 4th week on the job. Not sure what I should do about that. We work 10 hr days...maybe if I don't feel well enough in the morning, I can still work a partial day. I hate to miss work, plus I need the money. I'm sure part of the problem right now is anxiety that I'll have problems while getting ready for work, on the way to work, at work, etc. But there is also the very real nausea and explosive diarrhea I've been experiencing. <sigh>