I wanted to say thank you!!!!!!! to everyone who created this forum, the Lotronex Action Group, the petition, etc. I pray for all of you. I have totally faced the reality of the situation that Lotronex will probably not come back. Only a miracle could make this happen.I work at a college doing class reserves(electronic, hard copy, books, articles) that professors want placed on reserve in the library. My IBS is already beginning to get itself ready for "a nightmare" the whole semester and school begins on August 28.I will probably start to begin taking the Immodium AD the first thing in the morning and two Chewable Caltrates(600mg. I just need to get through the day to perform my duties.I have gotten in the routine of going home and living in my bedroom. I am a new person so I watch alot of FOX, MSNBC, Court TV. It's totally depressing being married and having to live like this. I have finally gotten my husband to start doing things without me. I just can not stand the guilt that I feel because I can't have a normal life as a partner and for myself.I am so sorry for being such a depressed person in front of all of you.Good luck to all of you!! I wish all of you the best in your health, family, careers etc.Dina