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Hi,I feel really sad. I have been so good for the last 2 years and beginning to get back to my old self, more confidence and actually enjoying life more. Then BAM out of no-where I have been really bad this week. It's a week today and each days it getting worse and worse, to the point that I'm now panicking like mad about work and what if it's back for another decade. I had diarrhea every single day for years and I'm so worried that this is it - back again. I don't know what caused it. I haven't been stressed or anything and I really thought I had cracked it this time. The only thing any different is that I had the flu a few weeks ago and was in bed for a week and felt terrible. Stopping the pill has given me 2 years free of symptoms. I just need to talk to other people with this as I have to talk to someone.I knew it was coming as I had a lower back ache and I even said to my mum, tummy probs are on their way. How right I was, 2 days later bingo. I've lost weight in a week, feel absolutely shattered and so miserable now. I don't think it's a stomach virus as it has gradually got worse through the week. To start with it was just soft but today back to being not formed at all. Trouble is I get such dreadful back aches that last for days after having a bout of diarrhea so had backache for over a week. Sorry to ramble but I just wanted to have a cry and let it all out with someone. Thanks for listening to me. It's just I'm feeling very sorry for myself at the moment, and my normally understanding boss - hasn't been so understanding, about me being late for work. What can you do? Thanks for allowing me to get it all out.
