Hello everyone and thanks for replies to my previous posts. As I mentioned before I am going through an episode of EXTREME IBS problems. I am also therefore severely laking in nutritional intake, since I am only able to eat at night and in small amounts, and mostly liquids. After 5 days of this, I am now so weak that I am shaky and dizzy.
I am sipping water, gatorade, boost, etc. in order to help me get nutrition.I have become so out of it that I have begun to panic mentally and physically. My mother (whom I live with) refuses to have anything to do with me, or to talk to me at all. She won't even drive me to a doctor's office. My doctor is unavailable by phone today, as well. I am pleading with her to talk to me and help but she refuses and says she is going to stay at a friend's house for 4 days.This puts me home alone with my sister (who will be at school most of the time), while I am so dangerously ill. I am scared I am going to die from lack of food, but eating makes me feel so sick.
I need to get over this episode FAST. Much more of this and I think I will be so drained of nutrients I will go into shock. Also, I am supposed to restart school classes on Tuesday evening. If I am not at school by Thursday I will most likely have to drop out of this college semester.
I have hopes of being able to go to work by wednesday night and return to my social life with my boyfriend by fridayl, but for all I know these are pipe dreams and by wednesday I will be in the hospital and by friday I will be dead. I AM SO ALONE!





