My boyfriend and I have been together for years. He tries to be there for me as much as he can but I think he's getting sick if dealing with me being sick. He keeps giving me a hard time about taking days off of work, he thinks I'm being lazy. I told him that I just don't want to deal with being sick in public. I'm just too depressed to deal with the outside world most of the time now. He is such a positive person I don't think I've seen him sad more then like 5 times out of all the time we have been together. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I gave up on myself and because of this he did too. Have any of you had to deal with a situation like this? I feel like our relationship has been so hurt by all of this, I don't know if there is anything I can do to fix it. I used to be so out going and driven, that's what he loved about me, and now I'm not that person, so what's to love.