My life is the supposed to be wonderful right now. If only I didn't have this constant nagging worry about what all these symptoms are. The docs all diagnosed me with IBS after a couple of cheap x-rays and a stupid ultrasound that doesn't even diagnose G.I. problems. I am so fed up. I can't even yell or swear to describe the pain I am feeling. Nobody, nobody at all understands or cares. I feel so alone. I thought my boyfriend would make it better but he makes it worse. I just wish everything would be better when I wake up. I wish I could just have a nice dream where I am finally not in pain or uncomfortable and stay in that dream forever. I wish my life in reality is a dream. I am so afraid I'm gonna die. Please help me. I don't know what I should do to get through to all of you. I may sound crazy but I frankly don't care. I don't want to go to school. It's so uncomfortable! My stomach bloats up EVERY NIGHT. It's just too much.- Bloating after eating and when Iï¿½m crouching or sitting down, I can expand my stomach to look like Iï¿½m really pregnant itï¿½s very uncomfortable and happens mostly after eating and I notice it more after dinner. It is worse on some days for no apparent reason. My stomach is uncomfortable throughout the night, waking me up a lot lately and it is better in the morning but my stomach is just uncomfortable 24/7 lately. Itï¿½s getting worse and worse!- Burping & Passing gas so much. Yesterday for 2 periods I passed gas at school like 30 plus times and the other day I was having cramps in my back like period cramps but I felt I needed to have a BM and I already did that morning but I still felt bad. I still didnï¿½t get my period I was supposed to a week ago or so. Burping & passing gas sometimes make the bloating a little better but it is still uncomfortable. Usually when I burp, I burp up the taste of what I ate like an hour or two ago.- There is an uncomfortable feeling in my lower abdomen. This is probably the worst of all the symptoms. It has gotten a lot worse lately and I always feel like there is so much stool or something inflamed there. It is SO uncomfortable, I canï¿½t describe it. On the lower right it is tender and a bit painful when you press there. There are two long hard lumps that I can move on the right and left side and they connect to another one in the middle of my stomach. I really think this is abnormal and I wouldnï¿½t be complaining about it if I didnï¿½t really think too much about it, please take it seriously!!! I am pissed off!- When I pass a BM it is sometimes long & dark & hard or just a bit of cramps & then it is softer, lighter & a lot of it. After going I feel better for maybe 2 hours but thatï¿½s it and then I only go for 2 or 3 days never everyday. I have small ï¿½rabbit pelletsï¿½ too. - I wake up at night frequently now. - Iï¿½m not sure about weight loss but I went to my friends house first I was 95 then in 2 weeks 99 then another 2 or 3 weeks later Iï¿½m 102 then another month and Iï¿½m 110 on her scale and then I go to the pediatric G.I. and Iï¿½m 97. Iï¿½m not sure about my weight!!- I have noticed some red flecks in my stool. Sometimes they are just bright red when I took the fleet enema and liquidy but other times just a bit darker. And I also sometimes have very dark, tarry stools which I heard could be from blood that is digested. I always feel so uncomfortable 24/7 and Iï¿½M FED UP!!!