I'm having a really rough time right now. As per my previous post, I managed to enjoy a nice night with my boyfriend last night. That put me into a positive mood, but since then things have gone downhill...I seem to become very dizzy and "lethargic" from taking Buscopan. It is rather disabling and panicking. Today I therefore avoided taking it. Now, however, my stomach is starting to get worse and I have had to take it. It seems I am either doomed to sever stomach pain or moderate pain with made disabling sleepiness and dizziness.I am just plain losing hope. I just want me life back.. I just want to do normal things. I just want the suffering to end.Life is no fun anymore. I just feel trapped, both physically and emotionally.Life just seems to all be pain and suffering... all of the joy I experienced seems to be lost and only the sadness remains. I am really in a dark and terrible place right now.