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Well basically I have IBS, I think it's not that severe. Mine alternates between diaherrea and constipation and well bascially I'm just wondering if I'm not the only one who feels like IBS is affecting my exams.
So in two weeks I have my mock exams, which is just practice exams before the real exam which is in May. I'm currently doing 3 a-levels which is about more than a hour per each exam and to be honest with you guys I'm literally panicking and freaking out whenever I think about doing the exam in the hall.
I've noticed for me that whenever I'm in the exam hall my stomach starts to make these noises and feels like bubbles moving in my gut so I'm guessing it's probably gas and I just get super self conscious about it and I start to get really embarrassed because it's in front of everyone and I don't know if people can hear it or not but I just get panicky and then that's when my anxiety kicks in, my heart starts to beat faster and I feel it more and that's when I just wanna get the hell out of the exam room and I just can't take it and sometimes I'll start to shiver and my legs or hands might start to shake and that's when I just totally give up on my exam and focus on calming myself down by breathing in and out until I can get the hell out of there. My IBS hasn't really ever affected me in school except for the strange and embarrassing noises which sometimes sorta feel like vibrations in my stomach too. And also I've experienced abdominal pain a few times which once lead me to go and do diahherea in the toilet for like the first time which was extremely embarrassing as I have like a phobia of using school toilets other times I've just managed through the pain until I get home....so I'm not particularly sure a spasm will happen to in the exam hall and hopefully it doesn't so in all honesty I guess the only thing to do is just not do my exam in the hall...maybe doing else where? But here's another problem.
If I wanna do my exam in another room I'll have to talk to the teachers and I hate discussing private issues with anyone. One event last year just makes me want to hide in a cave for eternity. Basically after a horrendous exam last year which i completely failed on I become so emotional and I plucked up the courage to talk to my history teacher because the next day was my history exam and it was my last exam and I thought to myself I've gotta do something about it, I cannot continue like this so I spoke to him in a flood of tears saying I just can't do it that hall and briefly explaining it was medical related but not revealing too much so he obviously very concerned told me I had to speak to another teacher who was in charge of the exams and ect so I thought great now I have to reveal it all to another teacher and I did so sobbing pretty much like a little girl whether he understood what I was saying ...I do not know and bearing in mind this teacher isn't the easiest of teachers to talk to he's quite intimidating and kinda had a go at me for leaving it till last minute and so he managed to arrange a place for me to do my exam alone with someone moderating me and so yeah it was a lot better and i did thankfully pass that last exam.
But the problem is is that I do not really want to have to go through that whole process of telling teachers why and what's wrong with me because it sounds entirely ridiculous and stupid like how a stomach problem affects my performance on a exam like it sounds totally stupid and the teacher i spoke to last year probably doesn't remember what i said so ill likely have to spill everything out again and I hate talking about it and so I just have no idea as to what I'm gonna do and I hate making it into a big deal and making a fuss over it and ....I just think I might aswell attempt to do my upcoming exams in the exam hall and whatever happens, happens and so yeah does anyone understand where I'm coming from or is it just silly? And does anyone have advice? Because i just don't know. Thanks for reading I know it was kinda long...
So in two weeks I have my mock exams, which is just practice exams before the real exam which is in May. I'm currently doing 3 a-levels which is about more than a hour per each exam and to be honest with you guys I'm literally panicking and freaking out whenever I think about doing the exam in the hall.
I've noticed for me that whenever I'm in the exam hall my stomach starts to make these noises and feels like bubbles moving in my gut so I'm guessing it's probably gas and I just get super self conscious about it and I start to get really embarrassed because it's in front of everyone and I don't know if people can hear it or not but I just get panicky and then that's when my anxiety kicks in, my heart starts to beat faster and I feel it more and that's when I just wanna get the hell out of the exam room and I just can't take it and sometimes I'll start to shiver and my legs or hands might start to shake and that's when I just totally give up on my exam and focus on calming myself down by breathing in and out until I can get the hell out of there. My IBS hasn't really ever affected me in school except for the strange and embarrassing noises which sometimes sorta feel like vibrations in my stomach too. And also I've experienced abdominal pain a few times which once lead me to go and do diahherea in the toilet for like the first time which was extremely embarrassing as I have like a phobia of using school toilets other times I've just managed through the pain until I get home....so I'm not particularly sure a spasm will happen to in the exam hall and hopefully it doesn't so in all honesty I guess the only thing to do is just not do my exam in the hall...maybe doing else where? But here's another problem.
If I wanna do my exam in another room I'll have to talk to the teachers and I hate discussing private issues with anyone. One event last year just makes me want to hide in a cave for eternity. Basically after a horrendous exam last year which i completely failed on I become so emotional and I plucked up the courage to talk to my history teacher because the next day was my history exam and it was my last exam and I thought to myself I've gotta do something about it, I cannot continue like this so I spoke to him in a flood of tears saying I just can't do it that hall and briefly explaining it was medical related but not revealing too much so he obviously very concerned told me I had to speak to another teacher who was in charge of the exams and ect so I thought great now I have to reveal it all to another teacher and I did so sobbing pretty much like a little girl whether he understood what I was saying ...I do not know and bearing in mind this teacher isn't the easiest of teachers to talk to he's quite intimidating and kinda had a go at me for leaving it till last minute and so he managed to arrange a place for me to do my exam alone with someone moderating me and so yeah it was a lot better and i did thankfully pass that last exam.
But the problem is is that I do not really want to have to go through that whole process of telling teachers why and what's wrong with me because it sounds entirely ridiculous and stupid like how a stomach problem affects my performance on a exam like it sounds totally stupid and the teacher i spoke to last year probably doesn't remember what i said so ill likely have to spill everything out again and I hate talking about it and so I just have no idea as to what I'm gonna do and I hate making it into a big deal and making a fuss over it and ....I just think I might aswell attempt to do my upcoming exams in the exam hall and whatever happens, happens and so yeah does anyone understand where I'm coming from or is it just silly? And does anyone have advice? Because i just don't know. Thanks for reading I know it was kinda long...