I keep worrying that i might be going crazy because werid things have happened to me. I have identified some of this weridness as panic attacks, but i don't know how to explain the rest. About 2 months ago when i woz in my bedroom outside i heard my brother talking and my Dad. My brother doesn't live with us so i was suprised to hear him as he normally would have notified us if he was visiting. I rushed over to the window and saw that no one was there and my Dad was in the shower. This is not the first time something like this has happened and as my exams were drawing near i put it down to stress and wishful thinking as i am close to my brother, but now i'm worried that i'm going crazy because it's not just that that has happened. Sometimes i hear someone behind me call my name and when i turn round i relise i'm mistaken. Maybe i'm just paranoid, i just don't know what to do. The worst thing that has happened, but thankfully thats gone away now was that i lost control over my thoughts. I had a voice in my head that kept saying things i wouldn't think. I remember i had this problem when i was a child at one point - i'm trying to remember when - i think it was when i was being bullied at school, but i don't know. Anyway it kept saying things like i wish so and so was dead and i was like no i don't, that is a terrible thing to say i love that person. Anyway it went away thankfully after a while. But a while a go it came back - i was really unhappy at school maybe thats what brought it back. It was horrid i felt i couldn't connect with people because when they are talking to be my mind would be like blah, blah, blah and i couldn't concentrate. Anyway i've got rid of it again - i just stopped worrying about it and tried to focus more on relationships and it just disappeared, which is great. Whats got me worring about this is my first psycology lesson and we did about schizopherina (i can't spell). I enjoyed the lesson, but at the back of my mind i thought this sounds too familiar - i'm scared. I really don't want to go mad. I don't want to worring about going mad either because that could make me go mad. I'm scared to admit my experiences with anyone in case they think i'm mad and will want nothing to do with me. If i have had mild schizopherina is there anything i can do to make sure i don't become a schizopheric? Maybe i'm just worring about nothing. I really hope who ever reads this will not judge me or fear me or not have anything to do with me because i swear it has never effected my actions it has just made me feel messed up inside. Please someone help me. Tell me i'm ok.