I'm Effexxorx, and as you can see from my tags, I suffer various mental illnesses. I've had IBS-C for about eight years now, but used to live a so-called regular life, though I don't know what that means any longer. I did have an eating disorder brought about by GIs getting sick of me and prescribing laxatives in enormous amounts, as well as restricting my diet, which led to disasterous results. I nearly died, then finally recieved treatment. It's a long story, very long, and finds me losing everything in the process. I'm on just Constella now, though I do drink some coconut water and eat a couple of stewed prunes every night (no stimulant laxatives for well over two years, and just the Constella every morning with breakfast, 290 mcg, which is a fight with my family doctor and the odd psychiatrist -- when I can see one, another struggle because the shortage of psychiatrists is horrific here -- who label it a laxative when my new GI, pharmacist, and other doctors have told me it's not). I don't know what kind of damage the laxative abuse (more dependence, as the damn things were prescribed, as in "you must take these!") caused, or if the Constella will cause the same problems, but I do know that the anxiety and depression make life and IBS even harder.
I'm usually more articulate than this. However, it's my first time out, and I don't know what to say. I'm 43, alone, suffer IBS-C, mood disorders, mental illness, and have no life at all -- as I mentioned, I lost everything, and don't know how to live with this condition. I'm scared all the time, I hurt physically all the time, and though I'm in eating disorder recovery -- again, no stimulant laxatives at all -- I am losing weight because of stress, anxiety, PTSD, and depression.
Can anyone relate? Am I alone in this? Will the constipation last forever? Is it as tied to my emotional state as my GI says it is?
Suggestions, comments (kind comments), support, or any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated and looked upon with both gratitude and shared empathy.
Thank you for reading what really is a short introduction, believe it or not.
I'm usually more articulate than this. However, it's my first time out, and I don't know what to say. I'm 43, alone, suffer IBS-C, mood disorders, mental illness, and have no life at all -- as I mentioned, I lost everything, and don't know how to live with this condition. I'm scared all the time, I hurt physically all the time, and though I'm in eating disorder recovery -- again, no stimulant laxatives at all -- I am losing weight because of stress, anxiety, PTSD, and depression.
Can anyone relate? Am I alone in this? Will the constipation last forever? Is it as tied to my emotional state as my GI says it is?
Suggestions, comments (kind comments), support, or any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated and looked upon with both gratitude and shared empathy.
Thank you for reading what really is a short introduction, believe it or not.