hi, i recently, and still do to a smaller extent have a real irrational fear of death, i got really depressed it was actually this time last year! i cant believe its been a year already! and i was constantly scared that if i got a headache it would be a tumor, i would get chest pains i thought i was going to have a heart attack, everywhere i had a little pain i thought was something life threatening. i was so scared that i would never see my boyfriend again and that i would never do everything in life that i wanted, no one seemed to relate to what i was going through, i would cry all the time for no reason, just that i was having a bad day, now i am better i try to rationalise more but maybe thats because my boyfriend can be really hard on my and get in a right mood if i start to panic, it has been hard on him. im still like it now with headaches because my mums friend died suddenly of a tumour and my uncle had a pro longed case, i even have a headache right now and im stressing. is anyone else like this?