Iv'e been to the hospital ER room so many times it's not even funny. All I want is to be knocked out completely, no awareness none. They give me Phenergan and Morphine if I'm lucky. The pain I experience is unbearable. It's not sitting on the pot but dubbled over in pain so sick to my stomach that only scolding hot water will prevent me from throwing up. It goes on for days relentlessly.------------------Is there hope?