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Just when you think things can not possibly get worse.....is that Murphy's Law. Anyway, my 103 year old grandmother has been dying since Wed. and it has been extremely hard on my 78 year old Dad. Problem is they are all in NC and I am in Ohio....my IBS has made it impossible to travel right now and I feel a huge amount of guilt and frustration. To make things worse still my youngest daughter told me last night that at this point it is all mental and until I face the reality that I am doing this to myself it will not get better. She told me everything I am doing with yoga,therapist and listening to mikes audio 100 is all bull.... and I am wasting money instead of just getting on with life. If anyone is a mom, I don't have to tell you how much that devastated me. My husband told me this weekend I am chasing snake oil and the dr that I work for....well his wife had started nit picking every little thing at work. The walls are definately crashing down on me and I honestly do not think I can do this much longer....so I pray.......