Well, I just my appointment with the GI I mntioned before. The one that was supposed to be a bit mean... Well, he's polite but definitely not that nice. He has ordered a short, 5 min colonsoscopy of my lower interstines. That day I have to give myself an enema. I am so scared! I had an enema when I was little, and it was so painful! Also, I had a fully colonoscopy before, and I can't imagine being awake for the procedure!!!!I'm sad, scared, depressed, and slightly constipated. I feel like I've sunk to my lowest.