I am feeling perfectly awful today. It is that time of the month and it doesn't seem like anything is working. Although I have only made one trip to the bathroom today, I feel crampy all the time and wonder if I need to go. I am also extremely tired. I also feel very down in the dumps in general. I thought I would be excited after reading about the approval of Lotronex, but I just feel blah and can't seem to shake it. I love coming to the board and reading the posts from everyone as that usually gives me the feeling of being with others who understand and relate to this and that usually makes me feel better. Maybe all of this is just because of it being this time of the month. I don't usually have bad cramping at this time but today is different and lots of flooding. Can't do much walking today. Sorry to be venting such negative thoughts today, I try to stay upbeat. I guess this is just one of those days when I am sick and tired of waking up with this disorder. Thanks for listening.