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Healthwise:Yes, my doctor has been in the business about 30 years and seems to be an encyclepedia about anti-depressants and anxiety medications. He already had given me Paxil and after 6 weeks I had zero reaction to it. I suppose he could have tried Zoloft, but since I was having daily anxiety attacks and was in the ER at the time, he may have thought a drug that worked in 20 minutes was better than something pushed by the pharm. companies that (at best) might kick in after taking it for 4-6 weeks!!!!!!!!!!It would be equivalent to someone in horrendous physical pain begin given something that will offer relief after daily use in 4-6 weeks MAYBE versus a proven product that relieves horrendous body pain in 20 minutes. My doctor doesn't speak medical political-correct-speak. He speaks good old fashioned "what works" is what is what he uses. Elavil, for example, has been around for ages, but still gives good results for many folks, but gave me 100% impotence. For some folks it is heaven, for me it was the uninflatable sausage machine.As a matter of fact though, I have had "D" for a couple days, but UNLIKE ALL PREVIOUS TIMES, I am NOT emotionally freaking out about it. I am using the medication as a gift to allow me to realize that I must detach emotionally from IBS. I must learn to observe the reactions without fear and waves of anxiety. My neural circuit for fear and anxiety is a 10 lane freeway, and the drug is helping put road blocks up to stop feeding that neural circuit, allowing me a respite to consciously change my reactions. I don't just take a drug and zone out. I still must consciously select my thoughts and reactions. This drug is just helping me right now to be able to select them instead of being washed away in fear and tension to the point where I cannot literally breath. Philosophically, I need a new stance, a renewed mind regarding my relationship tp IBS, I need to stop fearing it, stop giving it so much emotional power, to DETACH emotionally. The drug is just a little gift that is helping me to cognitively SEE that.