I don't know how to start this. I Feel like I'm losing it.No matter how severe or how minor this #### is. I feel like I'm Having a bad dream only it's a reality. I've been like this two years. I can't beleve it. One minute everything was okay. Now this? I keep thinking there are people worse off but why the hell are we singled out? For those who beleave in god what the hell? I'd sell my soul to be my old self once again. The Hell with religion! It's all a bunch of BS!