No,you are definately not alone!!!!!Your story sounds just like me.I was laxative addictive for years and now i am on disability for severe IBS-c and depression.It's not easy to live with.I have been taking rhubarb capsules,but i get such bad pain,i'm looking for a better alternative too.How is the epsom salt working for you?I wondered if it was safe for daily use and have not tried it yet.Have you tried magnesium supplemets?For some people,magnesium oxide helps a lot.So far it has not worked to well for me,but i keep trying to up the dose.The rhubarb that i take is from a website called viable herbal solutions.I think it's causing a lot of pain though,so i really don't recommend it,but it's the only thing that gets me "going".Well,all i can say is welcome to my world!I hope things get better eventually for both of us,but i have been off laxatives for almost 3 years now,and i still don't feel better.I think that i am an extreme case though,so you might still have hope
Take care sweetie!!!!!
-Wendi-
