Last year, just before my exams I got IBS. I had a colonoscopy and endoscopy and nothing was found so I was told I had IBS. The doctors found my symptoms wierd but said that every one is efected differently.I suffer such intense nausea that I was bed ridden for six months and even called an ambulance in desperation. Throughout all this I have found out there is no real cure.I have taken antidepressants for a few years now but came of them when I thought I was emotionally well enough. After being bed ridden for 6 mnths I was put back on anti-depressants. After 1 night I found a 50% improvement and after about a month I was at a coping level. My symptoms of IBS had changed to diarrhea which I could control well with Immodium and avoiding acidy foods, dairy, junk food, fruits and fruit drinks, pickled food, things high in sugar and sometimes bread products.I have been living a relativaly normal life until I stopped my antidepressants a month ago. I was getting terrribly fat even though I was eating strictly controlled food. Now I am terribly ill again. My nausea has me bed ridden once again and I will probably loose my job. But the worst , most horrible thing for me is that I can get better if I go on anti depressants but then I cant have a baby. I am 33 and my life will not be complete without a baby. I have to have a baby but how can I? How come this has happened to me? How come every time I go off anti depressants I get sick again. My stresses in life are no different to the average persons.I have heard of Iberogast, could it help me? What do I do so I can have a baby? I cant not have a baby? But I am intensly ill when Im not on anti-depressants.Please somebody have some advice for me. I feel my liffef iss not worth anything withoutt out a baby.