Hello everyone...I am SO glad to have come across this board. Reading your posts is like reading what's been happening to me for the past 15 years of my life. (I am 30 now.)I have a problem that I have never seen addressed on any IBS/gastro board, so please bear with me. This is very embarrassing to write about, and I know it will sound kind of silly but I really need help (I finally got up the guts to make an appt. with a GI doc, scheduled for Feb. 23, but I am hoping someone can offer opinions or advice before that as well.)I suffer from the "C" type of IBS, and I literally OBSESS over how much fiber I am eating on a daily basis. It has really affected my lifestyle. I am literally afraid to eat foods that are not 'high fiber' or could even remotely or possibly cause constipation/hard stools. (My problem isn't so much constipation in not being able to go,it's more the very hard stool problem..)Anyway, the fiber obsession doesn't stem so much from the IBS symptoms, although high fiber does help them too..but because for the past 13 years I have suffered from frequent anal fissures. They heal up, I'm OK for a couple days, and then it tears again...and for a week or so I am in excrutiating pain, and the bleeding scares me. I have seen numerous doctors who can see the fissure, but they don't do anything to help me!! I eat the diet they recommend, I do EVERYTHING possible to avoid the fissure tearing, but it always does. It has developed to the point over the last few years that I am petrified to have a BM, and when I need to I shake, feel sick, pretty much feel like I am having a panic attack. I know this all sounds stupid, I might not even post this message..but I can't live like this anymore. Anyway, I take psyllium fiber 2x a day, a stool softener in the evenings, eat high fiber foods, a lot of water, and prune juice in the mornings. Even soft stools result in the fissure tearing. I feel like the BM is 'too big' to come out, then I panic, and invariably the fissure tears. Gosh, this is so strange to be telling this to people I don't know...but it feels good to finally talk about it. Thank you for reading this post. If anyone can tell me if they've ever dealt with a fissure problem, and what they did to help it, I'd be so very, very grateful. Hopefully this next GI doc can help me. I also have stage 4 endometriosis which is painful in itself, and have IBS from both the anxiety I've got (I've always been an extremely nervous person), and also due to the endometrial implants on my colon/bowel.Thank you all again for any help you can give. I hope you are feeling well today, and that soon there will be a cure for this IBS stuff. It's so good to have found a place to talk to people that understand. Steff