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Hey all my name is Kay, 19, London, Recently been diagnosed with IBS, I'm finding it really hard to accept and suffer from depression, been unwell for 2 years not knowing what was wrong and it got worse and worse, and its strange to get a diagnosis, I'm scared of what the future holds. I'm a musician and want to be able to have a career but I'm in so much pain and feel drained of all energy I'm struggling.Some of my friends arn't helping, basically saying I'm moaning and over reacting, they have no idea how it feels, I feel alone. Most days I'm in agony, constantly wanting to curl in a ball and disapear, the pain sometimes wakes me from my sleep, recently starting taking antispasm tablets which have helped a bit, but eating makes me feel awful, I'm terrified to eat, and have no idea what to eat, I'm waiting to see a dietician but am scared of whats gonna happen next.Right now im really hungry but I don't want to eat cos I don't want to be in pain. I'm so scared and its slowly sinking in that I have IBS, I feel sick to my stomach when i say outloud "I have IBS" I don't know anyone who suffers from it to, so joining this website might be a good way for me to understand it a bit more.