Fed Up, I don't understand. I don't recommend taking them in the morning. I take them about 7pm b/c if I take them in the morning I get sleepy around 10am.Miranda, I looked to see if there are forums that catering to CBT, but I didn't find any all that great out there. I agree that with you that it would probably be helpful to get input from others to help see problems from a different angle or even share positive experiences with CBT. I think the best place to post is probably the CBT/hypnosis forum on this BB. It seems like a lot of people in that section talk about those tapes, but perhaps they can offer helpful suggestions on CBT. I would hope. I'm not doing this on my own. I'm seeing a therapist. He recommended this book called "Mind Over Mood". I really like the workbook and I highly recommend it for anyone trying to learn about CBT. It is a workbook so it is more interactive than just reading about others struggle with anxiety/depression. I bought mine on Amazon.com; with shipping it's probably about $20, but so worth it. I've hi-lighted it, write in it, and review it. I've also started keeping a journal. I've taken some of my problems and broke them down as the workbook says to do. As far as my health my main problem is gas. I don't so much have "D" anymore, but when I first got sick I was so overwhelmed with emotion and frustration that I had a lot of "D".Right now I'm mainly working on my avoidance/procrastination behavior that is from anxiety. But I am very self-conscious of stomach rumbling, gas, etc. I have openly discussed with my therapist that I have the "gas issue". He said the anxiety is tied to shame. If I could get over my shame of my health problems it would help me. I did joke with him and say "What am I suppose to do go to a movie theatre and let loose until I'm comfortable with it". That did crack him up. But anyway if you posts some stuff on that section, I could try to offer some help or encouragement. Not that I'm perfect at this, but probably going through the process with others can help us learn from each other. I guess I should consider posting on there next time I freak out to get input from others. I know Eric posts on that section and he is pretty helpful too.Take Care