This has been my week:Saturday- Very good day. I went out to dinner with my family and then we went to the casino and the hotel bar. Lovely evening.Sunday- I was feeling terrible. After three weeks D free, I got sick again. I felt it was my fault because I had two Blue Caracaos the night before (which I doubt had anything to do with it; now I have figured that my body needed to get cleansed of all the Immodium I had to take previously... rebound symptoms???). I even had very bad nausea (due to a stressful situation). Luckly, during the evening I felt better.Monday- I just stayed home, I took the day off. Started Librax again, along with calcium and Immodium (my combination therapy). I need the sedative, at least for now. I take Immodium and it works out, but I still shake and feel very anxious.Tuesday- I got a job in a school in front of my house. How lucky am I???Definetly, the best thing that has happened in a long time.Wednesday- I went to practice with a volleybal team (after 13 years without playing). My team is BAD, but I am sure we will have lots of fun and at least I know I wont be on the bench all the time. Ah!, my bowels behaved today, so this could be excellent for me.If there is something possitive I have taken out of this stupid IBS is to be thankful for the days that I am feeling better and for the things that I can actually do. Sometimes I get so angry and depressed, like last Sunday... I am just happy to know that after one bad day there is a pontential of very good days ahead.