i have anxiety,depression,stress,ocd and panic attacks caused by ibd.i think all this has made the ibd worse as im feeling terrible and the more i get anxiety attacks and depressed the worse the pain is.i don't know what to do, ive been diag with ibd two years ago and after i left college six months ago thats when everything went downhill and im still falling.I only just got the courage to tell my boyfriend about it(the 2nd peron to know) he said i should not be embarresed around him but i get anxiety attacks and worry about being sick around him so he hardly ever comes around and i dont see him much since i got worse, which is making the whole thing worse.this is the lowest ive ever been as now im nearly 19 theres so much i want to plan for but cant as im suck in bed or home alone not seeing a sole crying all the time, thinking theres no way out because of it all. i tried seeing a theapist once but the anxiety attacks has stoped me going since.i was wondering where do i start to getting better? i feel so alone and depresed so everythings just getting worse and the doc wont do anything as there useless and just said to take some pills(which never worked)i mostly have C which is a stress as the C always ends in D so i spend my life wondering when its coming which is part of the anxiety about being around my boyfriend as i dont want him to see me ill even though one dy we will life together and he will i dont know what to do.ive not been here before and always thought i was alone and was wondering how can i get on in life? how can i be around people without the stress and anxiety? and whats good to eat when you mostly have C? please help.thanks.