Its been along time since I have posted anything on this board. But now I need to and I help people will come rallying around me. Its all getting too hard, I'm a primary school teacher and I can't cope, I have suffered from urgent b/m in the classroom and have nearly not made it to the bathroom. My poor kids don't know what are happening and I can't leave them without anyone in the room to make sure they are OK. I don't want to leave my job, as I love it too much but I am worried that the children may start to suffer and although my boss is going to get the brochure on Monday I am worried that he's going to suggest that I resign.I haven't been referred to anybody yet and my doctor seems reluctant to do so as his wife has this problem and seems to think he can help me all by himself. I am newly married but I find myself depressed and suicidal...I drive home thinking of ways that I can end it all but realise that I am being selfish... I just don't know what to do and who to see. PLease help me
