right up my alley ladies!I just found out that i'm 2 weeks pregnant. I have had ibs since 1998 and anxiety disorder because of it and i have been heavily medicated due to the pain of ibs, so basically i havent had feeling in my bowels on purpose for years. Well as soon as i found out i was preg i called mt shrink who puts me on all these drugs and asked him what to do. He told me to stop everything just like that. Well i asked him about the dt's and he said don't worry about it.Well i shouldnot have listened to him because i went through the worst dt's ever and being on Amitrp and Xanax for 5 years you'd kinda expect that..hmmm..Well i called my gi specialist and he told me to call and ambulance before i went into shock and lost the baby.The came and treated me like a herione addict or something and acted like ibs and panic disorder and dt's was nothing! I was like my doctor TOLD me to call you and that theres a room already waiting for me called ahead.The didn't believe me and kept telling me to breathe, i said i'm not having an attack i'm going through dt's and dont want to lose the baby.They wheeled me to the lounge and finally someone spoke up and said hey she doesnt have to wait she has a room waiting..DUHThe Triage <sp> nurse came in and asked for a brief update and told me to my face that i already killed my baby and walked out! I was about to cry, i thought i was just doing what my doc told me to do, i mean i found out i was preg relatively fast <im only 2 weeks> so i thought hey WTH?The Real doc game in and i explained and told her what the nurse said and the doc looked apalled and went out to yell at her. Then came back in and took my history and told me that babies are born all the time to mothers on medication for various reasons and that i needed to be weened off safely and then put on something safe for the baby and then treated by a prenantal specialist that deal with risky pregnancy and that my baby will be fine, it wont have 2 heads i didnt do anything wrong and that she will call the specilaists and come up with a plan for me.She came up with a plan to ween me off of the xanax slowly, start paxil which she says is safe for women during pregnancy and that everything will be fine. she said i was her 3rd pregnant lady seen that day that was on meds and needed to be weened off andput on a long term plan and that mommies have babies all the time while on meds, if it outweighs the risks of course.So right now im glad that Doc walked into the room and took care of me, I'm not happy with that nurse and i'm not happy with my shrink who told me to just tottally stop my meds and put me in a bad position.Right now i have to have an er follow up with some specialist in prenatal care. The doc i saw said that if the mommy is calm the babt is safer therefore jumping off meds and going through dt's are more harmful to the baby than the medication itself sometimes.So at the moment i'm still weening, it's hard because now i can feel my tummy which has been numbed for years. I'm in the bathroom about every 5 minutes with D in the mornings, there is no pain yet, a little spasming but i'm hoping it might pass. I'm hoping my body will adjust. I'm not sure if the D is caused by the weening, dt's etc or what because frankly i can't remember what my tummy was like before.I'm very uneasy about feeling my tummy alive again, i was so used to being numbed so much into constipation it's scary, but i hope that just thinking that in 9 months i'll have my first child staring up at me all of this struggle will be worth it.