Aurora,That is so unfair! I would write a letter to your human resources department stating everything you just did in your message (including that you love your job). Maybe send a copy to the president of the company as well. Can you get another letter from the specialist? Something from the doctor who treated you for the kidney stone too?Perhaps they are just not fully aware of everything you have been going through?Have a nice dinner with your friends. Try and relax. Here is a nice relaxation audio that I tried for the first time this afternoon. It did relax me! It's not very long.Click on "getting rid of stress". www.cyberdiet.com/modules/gi/lifestyle/meditation/room.html Hope it helps some.And tomorrow if you go to work and have to spend all day in the can, do it. Maybe then they'll understand.Fiona