After all these years, I finally have an appointment with a GI doc tomorrow. Most of the drugs used to treat IBS I have a history with -- bad reactions. In fact, most of the drugs used to prep for diagnostic tests do nasty things to me. I long ago eliminated from my diet gluten and fat and high-fiber items and chocolate and coffee and sugar, etc. etc. I've avoided doing the whole testing/ drug/ traditional medicine thing for these reasons. (I did test negative for parasites about five years ago.) Seems like a lot of struggle for no dang reason. But acupuncture, exercise, tapes, naturopathy, Chinese herbal remedies, and changing my life to be less stressful have not made a significant dent. The most useful thing I've done so far, it seems, was to buy fluffy rugs for the bathroom because I spend so much time there.At this point, I'm almost hoping to find out that there is another problem -- IBD, diverticulitis, anything -- which might at least be treatable. I'm scared and grumpy and defiant and a teensy bit hopeful and dragging my feet, all at the same time. I'm a mess, and not a pleasant one to be around.Wish me luck -- or slap me upside the head...