I suffer from IBS(D) and somedays believe that life will never be any better. I teach highschool and college and my greatest fear is having to run out of a class all the way down a very long hall to a public bathroom. On nights that I come close to suicide I visualize my sons faces and my those of my grand children and hang on. My youngest son has been in Afghanistan since February and I can't imagine not hugging him ever again so I take my Calcrate and Acidophilus and pray