Clair...wish I had some magic words for you. I'm trying to get a job right now too...I haven't really worked for a year. I also was struggling with depression and the IBS.I guess try and tough it out...but that has to be your decison. It's helping me right now to treat myself to small rewards on the days I go out and hand out resumes.Not much advice...but at least you know I'm there too. Good luck to you!