I have IBS-C BAD, since the age of 18, now I am 25.In the last few months I have been stuck in a brutal cycle.I take 4 ducolax and 3 tablespoons of perdiem with sena before bed. I wake up in the morning ready to die from pains in my stomach, I #### my brains out.Now the rest of the day I am afraid to eat. So I FAST all day, just picking on small little things, then when night comes, I try to drink my problems away, and just recently started smoking marijuanna heavly (ONLY WHEN I DRINK).When I wake up I am so hungover and sick. At that point I am starving because I only drank the day before, I eat everthing in sight, then get worried and pop my laxatives, and the cycle starts all over.I have never felt this horrible in a long time. Tonight I am posting because I am having chest pains. I know its only gas, but gas from what? I cleaned my self out last night with laxatives.On top of it, MY IC (cronic bladder problem) is another problem, although when not constipated the bladder feels a lot better.I cant get off laxatives, I cant stand life anymore! I am putting all my hope into Zelmac if they ever release the damm thing, if it doesnt work I want out of this miserable life.I work a part time job, that I am dreading going to tommorow, because I cant take laxatives tonight, so tommorow I will be all blocked up and feeling horrible. When I am blocked up, my bladder acts up also, causing me to pee every 20 mins, with a constant burning feeling.GOD I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING BAD TO ANYONE IN MY LIFE, NEVER BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE TO EVERONE I HAVE EVER MET, WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE.I guess the laxatives will eventually do some serious damage to me, but I dont care.*SORRY HAD TO VENT TO PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND* I haven't bitched about my problems in atleast 5 months, tonight I am so pissed I cant help it.Thanks for listening.