We understand how you feel and have all been there before. Some days are worse than others. It is hard living with IBS and sometimes it seems like it is in total control and you have to plan your life around it. Not fair. It would be nice to be able to just make plans and do things like normal people and not have to think twice about bathrooms and possible problems. But maybe some new medication or treatment is just right around the corner that will help you. Hang in there.