Well, its been the worst week of my life, on Thursday I meet with on of Canada's top cancer doctors. I am so afraid to hear anything related to this nightmare. I am emotionally drained. I have two gorgeous kids, 21 and 24 who still need me. I am trying to be very strong. Hopefully the surgery will be the trick, take this damn thing out of me and carry on. I have no time in my life for this horrid THING which has entered my body. Just touching base.