I really am ready to just give up. I have nothing in my life besides this stupid problem. I hardly make enough money to pay my bills due to the fact that I spend 3-4 hours every single day trying to go and no matter what some days I don't. The days I don't go are the worst. I would rather go 12 times a day (like I do on my the days I go the most) then not go or go once. How do I handle going through like knowing it will never get better for me? (I have no insurance and no money to try anything to fix me)How can I ever be happy knowing my life will never amount to anything because I can't poop normal?Also how do I stop getting so angry when I know 90% of the population doesn't have to deal with this and they can have a life and be happy?It is just so unfair and I really don't know how to stop getting so upset over this.